I Still Dont`t Feel Better.... 2

"You can explain what? Ehhen Mmakamba? Explain what? Better start  talking o before I loose it." Ubong Yelled. 

His voice could be heard from across the street. "Shhhh Ubong keep your voice down. Don't shout. The neighbors will hear you." I tried to calm him down. 

He picked up a bottle, threatening to hit me with it if I didn't talk. 

I became so scared. I was shaking. I began to beg. "Ubong please drop the bottle, I will tell you all you want to know, remember you promised not to hit me again. Please don't do it."  He grabbed my top and warned me that it was the last time he was going to ask me. He's anger was something I was very afraid of. But when he slapped me, I knew I was gonna die. He kept screaming so loud that even the deaf could hear him. He hit the bottle on the wall and it broke. He brought a sharp piece close to my neck and said  "Where the hell are you coming from? You went to fuck someone, who fucked you? If you don't talk I will kill you and kill myself." I was crying and begging but he was going to kill me if I didn't Confess. "Ok please I will tell you. I went to see Ubon." 

There was this shock on Ubong's face, he was in a high level of shock like he was going to have a heart attack, he's mouth hung open, he's face was red and he was speechless. He released me from his tight grip, walked away and sat down. It was like he lost his voice and was trying to figure how to get it back. I was scared for my life, I dint know whether to keep standing there or run for my life. Everything stood still, even the wind. Total Silence!!! 

Then He Spoke "How long has he been fucking you? How many times has he fucked you?". Honestly, I didn't know how to respond to that. So I was quiet. But his scream brought me out of my silent mode. He got up and walked towards me. I quickly replied him. I told him everything. He was silent again. Then I made to run towards the door. But he grabbed me and threw me on the floor. And told me he does not have my time yet and that he will deal with me when he returns, but first, he will go and see Ubon so they can trash this out  Man to Man. He went out and locked the door behind him, locking me inside the house. What do I do? How do I get out of this? How do I warn Ubon? Why is Ubong so hot tempered and violent? I began to Pray for God to get me out of this shit alive. I am my Ma's only child and I didn't want to die here. I tried to force the door, but that was not possible. I found myself a "Nutty" corner, and sat there. 

I tried to think, what can I do? I thought hard and long. Then an idea hit me. I got up and started screaming for help. I was hitting and kicking on the door with all the strength remaining in my weak body. I cried for help! Until the neighbors heard me. I begged them to help me, that he was going to kill me. Nobody wanted to mess with Ubong, their landlady's son whom everyone knows is so violent. While they were still contemplating if it was worth the risk, Dara (Ubon's friend. Who happens to live in Ubong's compound) pushed them and with a machete, broke off the door handle. He saved me. I ran out out of Ubong's house. I needed a cab so badly. I needed to get home. I swore to myself that I would never return to that house again. Just when I was about to hit the road, a cab pulled over, the driver came down to help the passenger out. Who was the passenger and why did he need help coming out of the cab. It was already very dark so I couldn't see clearly. But I needed that cab, so I was going to wait for the driver. I went closer to take a look and what I saw made my heart jump into my mouth. It was Ubong. Hes clothes were torn, he was bleeding from his nose and mouth. Omygosh, what happened to him? The neighbors helped him into the house. I was curious. I wanted to know what happened to him. He was in so much pain that he didn't even notice he's broken key. I walked in and one of the neighbors gave me a look that said "run for your life". 

But I stayed, I asked Ubong what happened to him. He told me he went to confront Ubon and his brothers attacked him. He told me that he was in that condition because of me and that when he gets well, he will teach me a lesson. He threatened he will remind me that he owns me and won't share me with any one and if I thought I will leave him for Ubon that I had better be careful. 

With that, I knew I needed to get out of there. The neighbor gave me another look again that said " I told you so" 

I walked out of Ubong's compound and didn't look back. 

That night, as I laid on my bed, in my Ma's house, I had a lot of things going through my mind. What happened at Ubon's place? Is Ubon okay? What really happened? 

But why will Ubon let his brothers attack Ubong? Was he trying to have him killed?

I couldn't sleep a wink that night. I was really upset with Ubon. You can't take a man's love and still add insult to injury by beating him up. It's not fair. I could not wait for dawn to come. I laid in bed with my eyes open monitoring the movements of the ceiling fan. It was a long night. Few hours later, I have never been that happy to see the breaking of Dawn. 

Later that Morning, I went to a super market to buy stuffs for my Ma'. Guess who I ran into? It was Ubon's little sister, the same one that massaged me the first night Ubon took me home after Ubong had beaten me up. She ran to hug me and I was equally excited to see her. I wanted to know what had happened yesterday between Ubong, Ubong and his brothers. I didn't even ask her when she started blabbing  like a chatter box. "Hmmm Mmakamba you won't believe what happened in our compound yesterday. One guy they called Ubong showed up from nowhere and started shouting that Ubon should leave his wife Mmakamba alone. That he was going to kill my brother. My brother challenged him and told him he had already taken Mmakamba and he was going to Marry her. That it was Ubong that pushed Mmakamba into his arms with his physical abuses. Ubong made to attack my brother, that was when all my Brothers beat him up. Ubon being the eldest just sat and watched. They almost killed him. Then Ubon finally asked them to leave him alone and they threw him out" 

I stood there in shock as she kept talking and talking. Finally she stopped talking and we greeted eachother and parted ways. I couldn't believe what I just heard. Ubon was not violent, he was too calm. So why would he watch his brothers while they almost killed Ubong? Have I become a Prize that childish men fought over? 

I made up my mind not to see anyone of them anymore. Before someone got killed. I was really disappointed in Ubon. I got home and decided I was never leaving the house again. I was a bit anxious to know what was happening to Ubong and if he was okay. But I wouldn't dare go there. He will kill me and still marry my corpse. He was obsessed with me. 

I hated Ubon for what his Brothers did to Ubong, But I did not regret meeting Ubon. 

Ubong really did push me into his sweet arms. Still, it was time to end the game before someone got hurt. I made up my mind to leave for Lagos in a few days. I will stay with my Aunty till Ubong and Ubon found something else to drag. 

That night was again a long and cold one and sleep was far from me. A part of me wanted to be in the arms of Ubon but I tried to fight the thought. I was really going to miss his sweet touches. He made my head spin. There was a huge difference between Ubong and Ubon. Ubong loved sex too much. To him, it was about pleasing himself. The romance was short. But Ubon on the other hand, took his time to give pleasure to a woman. He would Lick and nibble on every part of my body. He was a 'Girl Pleaser' and he made Sex worth it. He was what ever a girl wanted him to be. A Sex giver, a Fucker or a Love maker. He taught me the difference between a Sex, Fuck and Love making. He gave me an opportunity to choose which ever one I wanted and depending on my mood I will go for the one that best suits my mood. 

I kept comparing these two men in my life. I came to a conclusion. I tagged Ubong 'The Lion in Bed' and I tagged Ubon 'The Royal peace maker in Bed' 

The difference was huge. The Lion was proud. And felt he owned the jungle so he can take whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted it. The Lion was domineering and arrogant and wanted to be pleased. His big Cock size and the fact that he didn't need drugs to get it hard and erect gave him so much confidence he wouldn't mind walking naked at the Village square to show off and intimidate other men  and another fact that he can go as many rounds as possible made him so proud he felt he was God's gift to women. And he also felt with a Cock like that, a woman should be at his beck and call and worship him. 

Now, the disadvantage of this is that He is ignorant. He still has a lot to learn. It is never about the big Cock size or how many rounds you can fuck. 

'The Royal Peace Maker' on the other hand is Humble. He has the confidence and charisma of royalty. He makes peace with the body through the art of seduction. He wants to be needed so he gives his best that way, he can't be forgotten. The royal peace maker is a pleaser. He is not carried away by his endowment. He understands it takes more than a big Cock to please a girl. He knows a girl needs more than just being banged endlessly for ages. So, like a humble royalty, he will enquire what will sooth you. He will want to make sure you are okay with whatever he is doing and he will ask you questions. You just have to relax and be yourself around the Royal Peace Maker. He will not judge you or make you feel bad over what you don't know, he is willing to teach you and learn from you as well. He does not assume he knows everything. He derives so much joy in knowing the woman is satisfied and he touches where no man has touched a girl before so he can leave a mark in your heart. He derives pleasure in seing a girl enjoy Sex. Her moans and whins are his motivations. You can't help but want more. I could go on and on about the Peace Maker. It is something every woman wants to experience and not just some idiot with a big Cock who will pound on your pussy like he's digging for gold and expect you to say Thank you afterwards. 

I mean, the difference between Ubong and Ubon was out of this world. Very obvious even a Frigid woman can tell. 

I can't believe I spent the entire night comparing these two men. But there was no going back. I was leaving for Lagos and I didn't want to see any of them. 

I don't know why but I felt really sad about leaving. I just wanted to go away. Ubong will not let me have peace neither  will he let any other man have me. 

I walked around all sad and moody that day. Till something happened around 4pm. Ubon came looking for me.  

Ubon had driven in his Father's PAN 504 to my street. Everyone was scared of my Ma'. So he sent a neighbor (who had just returned from buying something) to call me. The neighbor whispered into my ear. I went out to see Ubon. "What are you doing here? Please go away, I'm not interested in whatever you have to say" I said to Ubon. "Common Mmakamba, I needed to see you. I Love you a lot and I just want you to be mine. Ubong was going to stab me with a knife that was why my brothers beat him up. I did not have a hand in it. Just come with me. We need to talk". I tolld him I wasn't going anywhere with him but he persuaded me that he just wanted to talk. Let's see how we can resolve this whole thing. After a long chat and loads of appeal and persuasion, I decided to go with him. I asked him to wait let me to get some stuffs, then we caan go.  I went back into the house and told my Ma' that I had an emergency. That my Bestie sent a cab to pick me up because her Mother was ill. My Ma' gave me her fierce look and asked "Are you a Doctor?". I said No but that she just needed a friend's support. I walked into my room, took my Puma bag and packed a few stuffs. Then jumped out the room window. I ran to where Ubon's car was parked and I got into the front seat. He drove off. I sat there quietly frowning my face and refusing to talk. "Mmakamba, why is your face like that. You seem too quiet". I gave him a stern look and eyed him. I was wearing a short skirt that revealed my lap. Ubon laughed and Licked his lips. He put his hand on my lap. Now holding the steering with one hand. I slapped off he's hand from my lap. He touched it again. I slapped his hand again. This went on for ten times. I just got tired. So let him. He rubbed my laps and found his way to my pussy. I didn't even know when I opened my legs as he rubbed on my Clit. I tried so hard to stay strong. That was a tough one. I was wet. Ubon touched my wetness and brought out his finger filled with my moist and said "Look at this Mmakamba, stop being mad at me. You know you want me as much as I want you" then he asked me to look at him. I did. he put the same fingers from my pussy in his mouth and Licked it. I was like Oh Shit! WTF!! My body shivered a little. I could see his Cock erected. He took my left hand and put it on his hard Cock then he said "Mmakamba, See what you do to me. You make me loose my mind". Feeling that hard cork made my Clit throb. Then we were in his compound . I got down from the car and all I could think about was his hard cork in my Pussy. Then I wondered, why was I even Mad at him again? Then it hit me. Oh! Ubong! Ubon's brothers attacked poor Ubong. But I couldn't get his hard cork off my mind. Then it hit me. Mmakamba, stay focused. Remember all the decisions you have made.  You came here for a talk not Fuck.

"But you shouldn't have let them beat him Ubong" I  yelled at Ubon.  

He gave me a surprising look and was like "Really? Mmakamba are we gonna do this because of that little boy?"

I yelled back. "What do you mean? He's my first Love. He may be little to you. But he's older than me and I Love him. You know this" 

Ubon got so mad and was like "if you Love him then what are you doing here? Is it because I handle you better? Go! Leave! Go to him"

I lost it. I slapped him. The slap was so hard and hurting to even my palm 

OMG! What have I done? I got scarred. What if he hits me back. I know Ubon is not a beast like Ubong that hits women. But I didn't want to take the chance of waiting to find out. I grabbed my Puma bag and ran towards the door. Just as I was about to open the door I noticed the key was not there. The door was locked. I was scared. I turned around to look at Ubon. He was standing on the same spot with his palm caressing his face with a wicked grin.  

OMG!! What have I done? What do I do? Should I go on my knees and beg? Naaaa. I can't be a Wuss. What if I get more aggressive and order him to open the door? That was not an option either. I could end up aggravating him to hit me. What do I do?Then I became calm and in a meek voice I said "Ubon please open the door let me go. You asked me to leave your house. Give me the Key let me leave"

Ubon didn't talk to me. He opened the door and walked out of the room. I ran outside. It was dark. Ok, where will I get a cab or bike to take me home from this Village. Ubon's  family's house was quite far from the main rood.  I walked for twenty minutes. I got to the main road. There was no car. I had no money on me. Then I saw a car light coming from the village towards the main road. I was very happy. I flagged the car to stop. The car pulled over. I bent to talk to the driver. Opppps! It was Ubon. He didn't talk to me. I didn't talk to him either. I stood there for a few seconds thinking of what to do. I had no choice. I entered the car. Thinking he was gonna take me home. But he turned back to his house. I said nothing. Ubon had showered. He smelled so nice. I didn't say anything. We got back to his house. I got out of the car and walked into the house. Dropped my bag and headed to the bathroom. I showered came out. Ubon was on the bed. I went to the dressing mirror and sprayed my Body spray. Put on a transparent nitie. As I turned to the bed what did I see. Ubon had been starring at me dressing up and he was hard. He had brought out his hard cork and was rubbing it. What a sight to behold. He was looking me straight in the eye. (what a devil)

I stood there dumbfounded. He kept looking me in the eye. And moaning softly. I couldn't get my eyes off his cork. I lost my mind. I was Horny. I went to bed. I lay facing him. He kept wanking and playing with his cork. A lot of thought went through my mind. We were not talking. But was Horny. What do I do? I wanted him so badly and I know he wanted me. But pride got in the way. 

Suddenly.... I felt my Clit throbbing. I wanted me a piece of that. The moans from Ubon was not helping matters. I was dripping. I needed that Cock in my mouth. I wanted to suck it. He was so devious. He could see the passion burning in my eyes. I put my index finger in my mouth. And Sucked on it. I was so hungry for his cork. I could not help it anymore. Fuck that pride. Jeezzz. I got up and crawled to him. He kept looking me in the eyes. I went to his ears and whispered "Ubon, I'm Sorry. Please forgive me"

He didn't answer. I kissed his ears, his neck. He still didn't talk. 

"Ubon, please talk to me. I said I'm sorry. Please stop punishing me. Let me taste your cork please" 

I was breathing heavily. I Licked his nipples. I could feel his heart race. But he still blanked me. I went for his cork. But he wouldn't let me suck him. I was like oh yea? Two can play that game. I sat opposite him. Spread my pussy right in front of him and I started rubbing my Clit. Ohhh Fuck! I moaned. Uhhhh yeah! Uhhh. I avoided eye contact with Ubon. I shut my eyes and kept rubbing my Clit. 

I was long gone into the world of ecstasy, when I felt someone grab my two legs. I opens I'm eyes. It was Ubon grabbing my legs. He pulled me to himself. Then he came over me and starred me in the eyes. Spread my legs. Took his cork in his hand and rubbed the dick cap on my Clit. I moaned. "Oh Ubon! You do me so well. You know I want you" Then he said to me 

"Why don't you Love me like you love him Mmakamba. You only want my cork and what I do to you. You know I fuck you better. You know I eat your pussy so good. I understand he's your first Love. But I'm here now. I'm better and I love you. Mmakamba, I want you to Love me. Please my Mmakamba" 

I felt so bad. So guilty. I said Shhhhhh Ubon don't spoil this moment. Please. Let's talk about it later. The he went down on me, and started licking my Clit. Ohhhhhh Fuck! Ubon you are killing me. His tongue and my Clit were dancing tango. Then he put a finger inside my pussy while his tonhue worked my Clit. I was vibrating. I lost my mind. I felt my feets go cold. I was in heaven. I was cumming. I grabbed his head. I screamed. "Ohh Fuck! Ubon I'm cumming. I'm cumming. Mme di, Mme di. Abasi mbok! (Ohh my God I'm coming). 

I was vibrating. I began to have a desperate need for a Cock in my pussy. I beckoned "Ubon please fuck me. I beg you. Fuck me like never before. Please Ubon. I need you". 

I begged but Ubon got up and left me on the bed. My legs were shaking. I couldn't get up to go after him. I couldn't move. I was shivering and vibrating. It felt like I was on drugs. Only a Cock inside my pussy could calm me. I laid there. Begging amidst tears. "Ubon please don't do this to me. You know how I am. You know only you inside me can calm me. Please don't do this to me" 

Ubon looked at me and said "you want my Cock?" I said "Yes please" 

Ubon said "on one condition. I need you to stop seeing Ubong. You will only love me. 

I screamed "Ubon I promise, I swear. I won't go back to Ubong again. I swear. Just fuck me please. I beg you" 

He came to me. Put his dick at the entrance of my pussy. I tried to pull him inside me. But he stopped me. 

He said "Shhhhh look me in the eyes Mmakamba " I looked him straight in the eyes. Then he rammed his Cock inside me. I let out a scream "Ohhhhh Ubon Fuck me. Fuck this pussy. It's yours henceforth. Please don't stop" 

You could tell Ubon was hungry for me. He jerked in and out of me just how I wanted him. He put his hands under my Butt and lifted my Butt up and fucked me hard. OMG!! I Love this. I Love this Cock. 

He got off me and flipped me over. I took the doggy position. My Butt in the air. He Licked my pussy from behind. I moaned. Then he put his Cork back inside my pussy. And fucked me silly. He fucked me so hard I could feel his balls slap my pussy when he thrusts in. He spanked my Butt. Oh how I loved being Spanked. I started moving back and forth to fuck him back. "Mmakamba, you are so sweet. Your pussy is made of Honey, I want you all to myself My Mmakamba" 

It was the best fuck ever. Then he increased the speed. I was cumming. He was cumming too. We both screamed as he poured his cum inside me. "You are so addictive" I said. He laughed. I lay back and and he laid beside me. We were both gasping for breath. I rushed into the bathroom to wash off. Had a cold shower. My legs we shaking. I was dizzy. Then I returned to bed. Passed out and hungry. He got something for us to eat. We made Love all night. 

But there was one thing I didn't tell him, which was the fact that I was leaving town. 

Though I made sure I gave him the best of me, I kissed him like never before. (If only he knew) 

The next day at noon, he dropped me at home. That evening, I packed up and boarded a Night bus to Lagos. I left my story with Ubong and Ubon behind. I don't know how they felt when they found out I had left town. A couple of times, I was tempted to write to Ubon. But I didn't. I only dreamed of him. But I was determined to go on. 

I moved on with my life. I'm sure that if there was nothing for them to fight over that there will be peace. Many years have gone by and I have forgotten Ubong completely. But Ubon, I will never forget. 

How can I? 

The End©