I Still Dont`t Feel Better.... 2

There was no way I was going to tell her the truth, there was no freaking way I was going to loose Mary. I had to think of something quickly.

"Baby, what was that? How can you ruin our date because of those loud mouths? I can't believe you Mary"

"Adam, what makes them loud mouths? The fact that you are nicknamed 'Defender of the CEO? Since when did you and Trish get along so well? And what was that thing they said about you being on sick leave? I don't get get. Care to explain?"

"Then you should have allowed me explain before you ruined our date by walking out. What is wrong with you? Don't you trust me anymore?"

"Adam, start explaining please. What's the sick leave about? And why do you have a nick name? By the way, if you are on sick leave, where the hell are you coming from?"

I decided to act angry using the technique of 'attack as defense." I kept quiet, drew my seat belt and drove home without saying a word. Mary was quiet too. It was a very awkward moment of silence in the car. I put on a frown as if I was really angry at Mary for not trusting me. As soon as we got home, Mary got out of the car immediately and shut the door furiously I feared the door would fall off. I stayed back in the car for ten minutes just thinking, before I went into the house to join Mary. She was all boiled up and her face was flushy. I sat down next to her.

"Mary, what the hell is all this about? Why can't you just let me talk to you?"

Mary said nothing, all she did was give me a cold look.
I continued, "First of all, everything Toney said at the mall was just to tease me. Trish and I are not friends. I just chose not to gossip and bitch about my boss at the work place. Believe it or not, some how, Trish gets to hear everything they say about her. She already hates me and I don't want to get into her bad books more than I already am. Besides, its not really a matured thing to do bad mouthing about the Boss in her company. Why can't you understand that?"

 I could see the frown on Mary's face begin to loosen up. She sighed a breath of relief. I continued to sell my lies.

"Toney and I have not been in good terms. So he decided to spite me. It was just his way of paying back. Look at these texts."

I quickly brought out my phone and thank God the text Toney and I exchanged after our little argument at the cafeteria was still there. In that text, Toney had accused me of defending a woman who hated me so much and I had replied that I wasn't :''a baby that I am not a cheap gossip like he was. Mary read the texts.

"Hmmm Adam, how come you never told me that you had a fight with your colleagues?"

"Baby I can't be bringing my trouble at work to the house. Besides I thought that it was all forgotten until that idiot chose to humiliate me today. He's just trying to cause a stir. Don't you trust me?"

"I don't know Adam. Honestly, I don't know. What was that thing about sick leave?"

"Baby, when you told me you were sick, I felt so sad that I had fallen ill too in UK. I couldn't perform well in the exam on the final day, so when Trish was informed she said they should take it easy with me. I was so sick and throwing up. Because of me, the exam time was extended. The sick leave they talked about was not approved. I had written the company via email so that when I return, I could go on sick leave to enable me take care of you. But the Boss lady refused to approve it based on the fact that I've already been away from work for one week. You can imagine how they found out about an email I sent to the company, so why would I bicker about the Boss with them and hope she won't find out. Nothing is hidden in that place. Now that we're talking about it, I am guessing I was was going through that thing they call 'Pity Pregnancy '. Believe me Mary."

"How could you be going through pity pregnancy when you didn't even know I was pregnant?"

"Mary, the earlier you realize we are one soul, the better for you. I can feel every pain you feel. Just like I'm hurting right now because you are hurting."

Mary smiled. In my heart, I knew I had won my wifey back. Now I must keep her as far away from my colleagues as possible. It was obvious they were jealous of me and would do anything to ruin me. Thank God I didn't delete the petty texts Toney sent me insulting me, who knew it would come to my rescue? But I was glad it was able to bring back peace and sanity. That was close, but it was over even though the date was ruined but atleast I still had my Mary with me and nothing was going to stop my wedding.
Later that evening, Mary began to feel some pains in her lower stomach like cramps. I had to rush her to the doctor and after she was checked, the doctor told us it was a high risk and delicate pregnancy. Mary will have to rest a lot and lay off stress so we don't miscarry. We were also to abstain from sex for the first trimester for the safety of the baby. I was really scared for us and all through the drive back home, I was quiet because I was very sad inside. Mary didn't deserve this, we didn't deserve it.

"Adam, what's wrong with you? You don't have to make it look like anyone is dying. It's just for the first trimester and after that, we are good. Just relax Honey. I trust in God, all will be well. Just believe."
 Mary tried to console me but that did not work. I was feeling very horrible.

"Baby, I know you are trying to toughen me up. But I can't help feeling that God is trying to punish me for all my atrocities."
I replied.

"Adam, what are you trying to say? What atrocities? The one I serve is not that mean. Children are gifts from Him. Our child is a gift. So please be positive Honey. And what atrocities are you talking about about? You are beginning to scare me. What have you done that I don't know about? I though I knew all about you Adam? What are you trying to tell me? I wasn't so worried when the doctor told us the problem, but now you have gotten me worried and scared."

I was quiet. I didn't know what to say, I had set myself up for destruction. Mary, had stopped talking too. I just put my right hand on her left hand and squeezed it. I didn't let go off her hand. I needed to hold on to it to find strength while I controlled the steering with my left hand. Mary responded by putting her right hand on top of my hand too. Making a sandwich out of her two hands and my right hand.
After we got home, I made us dinner and we just cuddled into bed. I couldn't let her go, I couldn't let her out of my sight. Mary began to feel like I was suffocating her, but I really didn't care. I just wanted her to get all the rest she needed. I didn't want anything to happen to our baby. I practically followed her to the bathroom. Sometimes, she pushed me out and locked the bathroom door. Even with that, I stayed by the door till she finished. When she returned to bed, I cuddled her tightly. Sex was the last thing on my mind as I wanted our unborn child to be okay so I had to get sex off my mind. I admit that not having sex for three months was a big deal for me. More so because I was not going to fuck anyone one else after my wedding, so it was going to be tough. If I really wanted to fuck, it had to be before the wedding. I really wanted to stay faithful to Mary. She was also a good fuck afterall. It was not going to be easy at all. But for my Child's sake, making love to Mary was out of the equation.
"Adam?" Mary called me softly.

"Yes Baby" I responded.

"I'm still worried about what you said in the car. What atrocities were you talking about? What don't I know about you?" She asked.

I sighed heavily and thought deeply for a while before I replied.
"Baby, apart from the horrible life I lived before I met you, I mean all the things I've done to women which I deserve to be punished for, I also ruined your life Mary. Before you met me, you were a Virgin, a born again. You were saving yourself for your husband. But I changed all that, I seduced you. I got you pregnant even before your wedding. I feel so guilty. I don't want anything to happen to you Mary.

"Adam, how can you talk like this? Why condemn yourself? Everyone has a past and I'm no sure you are nolonger hurting women. You have made up for it by loving me and sticking to me, you have repented so don't say such things. As for me, Honey, you did not seduce me, I gave myself to you because I wanted to. I had the option of leaving you but I didn't. It's all the same to me, I kept myself for my husband and you are my husband. We are getting married in seven days. So in the end, only my husband has touched me. I will know no other man till the day I die. So don't worry My love. Our pregnancy might be delicate, but these things happen. Our baby and I will be just fine. So please don't make such statements again."

Mary just knew the right things to say at every point in time. But I was still feeling guilty. If only she knew what I have been up to. I admit, I was nolonger hurting women but I was not a faithful man. I was not what she thought or who she wanted me to be. I felt so bad for betraying her like I did. But one thing was for sure, it will end after our wedding. That night, Mary and I agreed she should move to her mother's place atleast till after the wedding. Mary was on leave from work so she could plan her wedding. Lily came over the following morning to help drive Mary to her Mother's place. Lily was her maid of honor so she was a great help. I followed them behind in my car and parted halfway and went to the office. I had to sign in my resumption and ask for another leave from Thursday for my wedding. It would affect my annual leave though but it was okay. It was a Monday so the company was so busy. I went to do lunch at the cafeteria and ended up with stomach pain. I had to close early. Instead of going home, I drove straight to Mary's family compound. She was excited to see me and Lily couldn't stop teasing us about how we couldn't stay away from eachother. That was true. But Mary had also instructed I stopped by for dinner from work every day after I closed from work. So my plan was to hang with Mary every evening after work till very late in the night. I stayed with Mary till almost midnight before I went home. I laid in bed thinking of sex. I really wanted to fuck. I tried to masturbate but I just couldn't. I tried to force myself to sleep but then the ringing phone woke me up. I checked and it was a hidden number. At first I was reluctant to pick it up. But then I thought it could be an international call and that would be Jake calling from London. Maybe he wanted to inform me that he was about to board his flight down for the wedding. He was the best man afterall. I picked the call.

"Hello Adam. I heard you left work early 'cos you were sick. Are you feeling better now?"

It was Trish. I don't know why, but I felt a bit of relief hearing her sexy voice.

"I'm better Trish. Why call so late? Miss me?" I asked.

"Well, I won't lie to you, I've missed your cock in my mouth and pussy. I miss fucking you. How soon can we fuck again? By the way, where is your bride to be? You are talking too freely."

"She's at her mother's until after the wedding." I replied. But the most shocking thing happened next. I couldn't believe it. The line went dead. Trish hung up immediately. I wondered why she did what she did after making my hard-on worse. Damn that bitch! Atleast, her sexy voice on phone would have help me wank till I poured my cum and eased off. I was very upset. I tried to call Trish but her numbers were switched off. I got up and went to pour myself a drink. To knock me off. I managed to sleep miserably. I woke up late the next morning. I was late for work, I jumped off the bed, ran into the shower and got dressed for work. I rushed to the door and as soon as I opened the door, I was Trish standing in front of the door. She was just about to knock when I opened the door.

"Omygod Trish, what are you doing here?" I asked as I quickly grabbed her by the hand and dragged her into the house. I was trying to avoid the neighbors getting suspicious.

"Oh wow! Good morning to you too Adam. I'm glad I caught you at home. I really wanted to see you."

"You shouldn't have come here Trish. Have you forgotten that my Fiancée lives here too. You can't be here. How did you you know where to find me?"

"Hey calm down! I'm no idiot Adam. You told me last night that she was at her mother's till after the wedding. Remember I've once dropped you off at your house before? I didn't forget the place."

"Trish, you shouldn't be here. This is not right. No other woman has ever been here apart from Mary. I can't do this. Please let's go to work or we can meet somewhere else."

"Fine! I can't believe this. You don't want me here? You are resisting me? Unbelievable. Ok, just get me a glass of water and I will be on my way."

I rushed in to get her water but when I came back she was undressing. Right there in my living room. She took off her jacket and I suddenly noticed she was wearing a light stockings under her mini skirt. More like a panty hose that matched the color of her skin. Her six inches heels cover shoes and her blouse were unbuttoned revealing her bra which only covered half of her breast. Just a little above her nipples. I was hard but I had made up my mind not to disrespect Mary this much.

"Trish, what the fuck do you think you are doing? Get dressed and leave. We can fuck in your office when I get to work and we can go to a hotel during lunch. I just can't do this here. Please leave."

"What?" Trish yelled in shock.
"Are you resisting me Adam? Who the fuck do you think you are are? What's this about disrespecting your little bitch? Do I look like I care? You know what? Fuck you Adam! Fuck you! I will never allow you humiliate me like this again. Intact you will never lay your hands on me ever again you jerk, I swear."

There was fire in Trish's eyes. She was mad, really mad. She buttoned her blouse and tugged her skirt. She grabbed her jacket from the couch, put it on and headed for the door. When she turned around, the sight of her big ass wiggling made my cock even harder. Her anger was a turn on for me. My cock throbbed in betrayal of me.

"Wait Trish!" I called her back. But she wouldn't stop. She headed straight for the door.

"Fuck off Adam! Go fuck yourself idiot."

Trish said as she tried to open the door. I dropped the tiny tray with the glass of water on the center table and ran to the door and grabbed Trish by the waist.

"Not so fast Sugar tits. Just wait let's talk. You don't have to get so angry Sweet toots."

"Let me go you Jackass. Who the fuck do you think you are. Get your filthy hands off me. You and I are over. And I mean it."

"You shouldn't have come here then. You made my cock hard so you will deal with the consequences. Stop struggling. You know you want this. This is what you came for isn't it?"

"You are just a piece of garbage. You think you can have me only when you want to? What do you take me for? Your personal slut? I swear if you don't let me go I will scream so loud your neighbors will come running."

"And what will you tell them? Are you gonna tell me them how you suck my cock?" I said as I grabbed her by the neck and pushed her against the wall.

I picked the CD remote from the center table and pressed a button. A romantic music turned on. I don't know why I felt like Trish was going to scream. I've never seen her that angry before.

"You are mine now, slut," I hissed as I pulled her close and began swaying with her to the music. As they say, waste not, want not. Having her hands secured behind her back caused her chest to take its rightful place in the world, presenting her breasts to me for appreciation.
She tried to struggle, but my hand in her hair made it clear that I would tolerate no resistance. I spun her around and around, like a pin the tail on the donkey contestant. It didn't take much to confuse her. Then I left her standing alone as I turned off the music.

"Come to me," I commanded from a couple of feet away.

Trish shook her head.

"Please Adam, let me go. I am not interested in whatever you are trying to do. You humiliated me in a way no man has ever done before. Please back off. I'm not going to let you fuck me so cut out this nonsense and let me go please."

She said 'Please' she's begging? She didn't really want me but I didn't believe that. I felt the smile on my face. Begging. That is what sluts do. It really doesn't matter what they are begging for. Not really. It is the begging that counts.

"Now," I demanded.

She stepped forward, unsteady on her feet. One step. Then another. Then a third. She stopped when she felt my hand on her chest in the safe area, just below her throat, but above her cleavage. My fingers went for the buttons in her jacket, then I reached around her and grabbed the lapels of her jacket. With a tug I opened her jacket, popping one of the four large buttons right off as I did so, We both listened and watched as the big button fell on the hard tiled floor and rolled under the chair.  I stripped it off her and her blouse was still down a few buttons revealing her copper bra with it's satin trim and sheer mesh cups was on full display. I grabbed her arms and pinned them behind her back. I held her both wrist into with my left hand and with my right hand I hooked my fingers into the V of her blouse and grabbed the material there. A quick pull from the cleavage and the blouse ripped. Revealing her beautiful bra covering only half her breast. Her lovely skin got me harder. I unzipped her mini skirt and it dropped to the floor. She was left with only a matching pant and bra which was trimmed with lace.

"Adam, are you so stupid not to understand when a woman says No? Are you insane? I said I'm no longer interested. Let me go. And hey! That blouse was a very expensive designer. You are so going to pay for it you Jerk!"

"Oh common Trish. You've got such a dirty and foul mouth. Do you actually kiss someone with that mouth? I want you so bad now Trish."

"I don't want you. I hate you."

"That's not true. You know you will always be my slut."

I kissed her neck and shoulders, slowly and wetly, breathing warmly on the trail of moistness I left.
Trish moaned in a heavy breath.

"Adam, Someday soon, you will pay for this. I swear it."

She struggled again. I let go her hands from behind and looked her straight in the eyes, I bent down and picked up her ripped blouse and used it to tie her hands behind her back. If she really never wanted to see me again, I was going to give her something to make her want me more. I went to the door and I took out the key. Knowing she couldn't leave now cos she was almost naked and her hands were bound behind her back I let her stand there looking at me with rage in her eyes. I grabbed her by the hair and and leaned in close and whispered in her ear.

"Stay right where you are Slut. Don't move!"

I walked into the kitchen and got a knife. I came out of the kitchen and found Trish kneeling on the floor.

"What the fuck is wrong with you Slut? I said don't fucking move. You just like to disobey me yeah?
I growled in her ear as I knelt behind her and inhaled her smell. She smelled good.

"Adam, what are you doing? When did you turn into a maniac? What are you doing with a knife? Why take things this extreme? Please let me go. Okay fine! Let's go to a hotel, I'm beginning to have a bad feeling about us here."

"This is what you turned me into Trish, so deal with it. Don't be scared, I won't hurt you, not if you don't want me to."

I leaned in close, and exhaled slowly across the back of her neck. She shivered at the touch of my warm breath.

"Trish, you know you want me. You want my cock don't you? You've missed my fuck right? No one can fuck you better than I can and you know this. None of the men in that club could satisfy you like I can."

I noticed Trish had suddenly gone soft.

"Ohhh," she breathed, her body collapsing back against mine. I kissed her neck and shoulders, slowly and wetly, breathing warmly on the trail of moistness I left.

I raised the knife and put it at her throat, letting her feel the point at the base of her jaw line. She showed no sign of fear but she froze in place as I drew the point down, lightly scratching a trail across the inside curve of her breast. A flick of my wrist and the front of the bra parted, exposing her full succulent mounds of beautiful flesh. I leaned her back in my arms and turned her so I could lift her to the couch. She did not resist as the straps of her bra fell away. Another quick snicker-snack to those flimsy straps and the bra was wasted cloth on the floor. I sat her on the leather couch and drew her mouth to mine. She didn't resist, she opened her mouth and I pushed my tongue in for a few seconds but then she stopped and tried to pull away. She struggled to raise her hands, but they were trapped behind her. She was uncomfortable.

"Let me go you idiot. I'm sick of this shit!"

"Shhhhh common Slut, you know you want my cock in you."

"No. Let me go you swine."

I ignored her and lowered my lips to her stiff left nipple and teased it with my tongue. Trish groaned helplessly and arched her back against me, presenting her breasts for my use. I raised my hand to her other breast and gently tweaked her other nipple. It hardened between my fingers and she moaned again, her thighs rubbing together, trying to relieve the ache there. I smiled within me because I knew I had her right where I wanted her and the submission was about to begin. Some women are like that. It is like there is a direct link between their breasts and their clit. I've always known Trish was one of those women. I could almost feel her sploshing as I sucked harder on her left nipple, nipping it firmly between my teeth. Now she was squirming against me on the couch. I leaned her back gently and lowered my head, kissing my way down her ribs and flat tummy to the edge of her lace panties. My relentlessly kneading and squeezing hands never left her breasts.

"Oh no Adam! Please not here."

I didn't answer because her thighs parted as I slipped my knees between them. My lips nipped at the material of her panties, tasting the wetness at her cleft.

"Oh god!" she gasped as the pleasure overwhelmed her.

"Please!" she breathed, arching her hips, driving her center against my mouth. "Oh, please. Don't!"

"I have to taste you, Sweet toots," I whispered in a low growl, "Just a taste of my Slut."

Then I pressed my lips against the top of her cleft and she gasped in delight. I slipped my fingers beneath the waistband of her panties and began wiggling them off. Trish's hips rose and I leaned back so she could bring her knees together and up, relieving some of the longing ache at her core. I slowly dragged the lacy material down her legs and over her calves and ankles, kissing my way behind the moving material.

Trish impatiently kicked her panties away when I left them dangling on her right ankle. Then she spread her knees for me and I moved between them, kissing my way from the back of her knees up to her inner thighs. I stopped there and blew lightly on her flowering center. A hot musk rose in the air, revealing her passion.

"Just a taste,"
I said, lowering my lips to her center and slowly laving my way up the outside edge of her pink labia.

"Ohhh!" she groaned. "My god!"

I smiled as I rose between her legs, unbuckling my belt and lowering my zipper as I moved. By the time I kissed my way up to her mouth I was naked from the waist down and my organ was pressed hotly against her outer lips.

"I am going to release you Slut but you must behave," I whispered in her ear, my breath causing her to gasp again. I reached behind her and released her hands as I pressed my hard length against her wet slit like a living vibrator. Her eyes were closed as she tried to sit up, but I held her in place with my body and pulled my hips back, removing my organ from the flower of her lips as I lowered my mouth to her nipple and sucked it firmly into my mouth.
"Yes!" she groaned clutching my head to her breast as I applied more suction to her nipple. Her hips rose, searching for my steely length. Demanding it. Then I stopped and her eyes fluttered open. I pulled away, smiling down at her and gestured with my eyes to the action between her legs. Her eyes lowered, looking down between our bodies.

"Don't fuck me Adam. I don't want to!" she looked at my hard cock and gasped, torn, for she wanted to touch it, but didn't dare. She was still trying to resist me but her eyes gave her away that she was desperately in need of my cock. I've seen that look before, it was half tough but also half lust. We've been in this position many times before and I knew that her 'No' actually meant 'Yes' sometimes. I was the alpha male and she knew there was nothing she could do. I would have her just like those other times like at the refinery.
I lowered my hips and felt my organ slide between her pussy lips like a guided missile. She froze as she felt its blunt head part her labia. I stopped when the bulbous head slid inside her. Trish was so wet and hot and tight as usual. Then I lowered my lips to her nipple and bit down gently as I thrust home, burying myself in her hot depths. She cried out, convulsing as I drove my entire length into her. Her hands grasped at my buttocks, pulling me even deeper into her.

"Now you are loving it you slut. I told you that you will love it. Are you going to resist me again?" I growled.

"No no! Please Adam, don't stop. Please keep fucking me hard. I'm so close. Please fuck me Sir. I will do anything. Just don't stop. Fuck me harder."
she cried. Grabbing onto my butt and pushing me inside her as she jerked on the couch. I was still kneeling between her legs and and I increased my speed and went in deeper. Then I hit bottom, bumping against her cervix, and Trish exploded, her vagina milking my organ like a thirsty dairy maid.

"Yes!" She cried arching against me.
 She gasped meeting my thrusts with her own. "Oh, please! More!"

I plowed her fertile field like a farmer during a new moon. Her knees rose instinctively, opening her body to give me even deeper access to her body. She was so tight and wet that I had to force my way inside her with every stroke. Then she groaned deeply and suddenly collapsed bonelessly back on the couch beneath me. I slowed my rhythm as she fought to catch her breath.
"Oh," she gasped as I slowly stroked in and out of her newly plowed furrow.

"Look," I commanded gently as I pulled away so she could see me moving in and out of her body in stroke after slow sensuous stroke. Her eyes looked down between our bodies and she saw me moving in and out, like a well oiled pump. She could see her juices coating my hard cock as it slid in and out of her body. Then she closed her eyes, lost in the sensation. I stopped moving and held myself still inside her. A muscle clench and my organ twitched inside her. She gasped and opened her eyes, smiling up at me. Then her eyes widened as she remembered where she was.

"Noooo Adam. I have a bad feeling about us being here. I know I came here out of my own volition but let's go to a hotel."

"Shhhhhh. Stay still slut. Don't worry. We are good."

"No!" she whispered, but her denial turned into a moan as I slid out and then back. She groaned in defeat as I buried myself inside her again. "I can't...please!"

"Yes," I insisted as I plowed into her. It was my turn to receive the pleasure of her body. I lowered my lips to her right nipple and sucked it into my mouth, my teeth clamping down on it firmly. Trish's hips rose to meet mine as she moaned helplessly. Her arms encircled my neck, pulling me into a breathless kiss as I pounded into her relentlessly.

"Oh, yes!" she cried, throwing her head back as her wet cavern convulsed around me. I thrust deeper then, my cock battering her cervix as I exploded inside her, jetting my seed directly into her womb.

"Fuck! I'm cumming!!" I growled. "I'm going to fill your pussy."

"Yes! I can feel it!" Trish cried, grinding her hips against mine as her knees came up around me, opening herself to me even more. Her hands pulled me into her deeper and deeper. "Yes! Do it! Take me! Yes! Oh yes! Fill me!"

Then her words were gone as she cried out helplessly in pleasure. I withdrew slowly then, drawing out the excruciating pleasure. My seed and her juices coated my still hard cock. Then a last jet rose from deep within me and I thrust home again, burying myself in her hot wet cavern. I could feel my seed and her juices leaking out of her vagina around my hard cock, coating my balls as I hilted her again and then again as the aftershocks of our joining overwhelmed us. Her vagina throbbed around me, drawing out the last of my essence as her ankles locked around my back. Then she relaxed back into the cushion as she fought to catch her breath. Then her eyes focused and widened as she looked up at me. I rested on my elbows, keeping my weight off of her upper body as my lower body rested deep inside her. I grinned down at her as I grounded our pelvises together. She finally pushed me away and asked for the bathroom, I pointed at the room direction and she went to clean up. Then returned to sit on the couch and caught her breath. Trish closed her eyes. She didn't say a word. It was as if she was trying to block where she was out of her mind. I knew that actions speak louder than words, so I knelt between her legs again and my cock pressed between her pussy lips, rubbing on her clit. She spread her legs and wrapped it around my butt. I leaned in and kissed her. She moaned into my mouth. Then she pulled me up to my feet. I was fully hard again. My cock was right in front of her as she sat on the couch. Trish knew exactly how to pleasure a man with her mouth. She sucked on me quite well, rubbing the sensitive head with her tongue, pulling out, and going to town sucking on my nuts.

"Yeah, suck my cock, you fucking hot bitch!" I moaned,

"Mmm-hmmm?" she moaned around my cock, looking up at me with her sexy eyes, rubbing my cock head sensitive underside with her tongue. She sucked and licked my cock till I felt I was going to explode. I grabbed her by the hair and pushed her head back pulling my dick out of her mouth with an audible pop. I went on my knees in front of her and spread her legs wide apart. I pushed my head forward and inhaled her snatch.  The smell of her wet snatch drove me wild. I always liked going down on women, and her cunt was especially hot. She moaned as I lapped around her pussy like a dog, teasing her by licking her thigh, and suddenly driving my tongue deep into her. ‎I reached her clit and began to slurp on it when I heard the first guttural moan from her. She screamed, moaned and thrashed around as  I made a meal out of her pussy, and as she got closer to her orgasm, she began to grind her hips to my face. As she came, she pulled my head deep to her pussy and I felt her stomach muscles contract and her heels drove into my back. Her orgasm must have been strong, because as soon collapsed again as she was done, she pushed my head away and breathed. I stood up and pulled her to her feet. I shoved her to the wall again and grabbed her ass, I picked her up and balanced her on the wall. I entered her, sinking my cock into her, inch by inch. She held me, her long nails driving into my back. Her pussy was so wet and when I slammed home, she was almost taken aback. I began to slide into her harder and harder, feeling her pussy stretch for me.
"Drop me Adam. I'm not comfortable." she ordered.
I dropped her on her feet. Then I grabbed her and bent her over the big arm of the couch. From behind I had an exquisite view of her amazing ass and drenched pussy lips. I pushed forward and got into her, hearing her moan. I grabbed her hips and began to pound her silly. She has always been loud. I grabbed her waist and pounded her in earnest, and as I did, she moaned louder and louder. I grabbed her hair in my hands and pulled her up a bit, and she supported herself with her hands as I gave it to her as hard as I could.

"Spank me" she said.

"What?"

"Spank me, you fucking bastard!"

I did, and she wasn't pleased.

"Harder, asshole! What is wrong with you? You've done this before so don't go soft on me now. Harder!"

I did and she seemed to like it as usual. As I spanked her, she lay back down, enjoying the pounding I was giving her.
I suddenly stopped, realizing I didn't want to come. She relaxed for a second on the arm of the couch and her upper body fell into the seats then she stood up, but I grabbed her, turned her around and picked her ass up and kept it on the couch seat and knelt between her legs again. I slid into her again as she moaned
"Come quickly, I don't think I can last much longer." she whispered.

I began to fuck her again with her sitting up and holding me. I banged into her harder and harder, and she kept screaming throughout.

"I'm going to come." I breathed.

"Yes, yes, me too!"

I banged her harder and harder, and felt the cum rising in my nuts. As I came, she wrapped her legs around my midriff very tightly, and grabbed my ass with her hands for good measure as I exploded inside her. I screamed as I came, feeling her pussy contract around me. It must have lasted only a few seconds, but it sure as hell felt like hours. I stopped and breathed, and she reluctantly dropped her legs away from me. She lay back on the couch as I pulled out of her. I stood up and our cum mix dripped on the floor from my cock.

Just as I wanted to go to the bathroom and wash off, the worst thing happened. The main door opened. Lo and behold, My Mary walked in. It felt like a nightmare. Unfortunately it was real. Her eyes were teary, the worst part was that my cock didn't stop dripping from the cum.

"Mary, Baby! What are you doing here?"
I screamed in shock.
Trish got up and grabbed her jacket from the floor and covered up. Then she walked away into the room to the bathroom without a care in the world for what was happening right there in the living room. I froze, I wanted to kneel down and beg but I couldn't. I was stricken with fear and humiliation.
Mary stood still in shock without any expression of emotion on her face. I couldn't put a read on her. I tried to imagine how she felt but couldn't. She looked at me in the strangest manner I had ever been witness to. I was finally able to read disgust, irritation, betrayal, pain, anguish on her face. I suddenly found my strength, unfroze  from the shock and went on my knees.
"Forgive me Mary! Please I beg you. Forgive me." I had tears rolling down my cheeks like a baby. While on my knees, my both hands covered my disgusting cock. Mary turned around and ran out of the house. I couldn't chase after her because I was naked. And I knew she would be far gone before I grabbed a pair of pants. She shut the door with a loud bang. I sat on the floor and sobbed uncontrollably. Trish came out of the bathroom wearing her jacket, she put her panties and skirt back on. Her bra and top were ripped so she didn't touch them. She then came and squatted beside me,

"You must really love this girl."

I nodded. " I have no life without her."

"Adam, don't you feel anything for me? How do you expect me to feel hearing you talk about another woman like that?"

"Please Trish, leave. Leave now."

"Well, if she rejects you, I will have you. We could leave the country together. I Love you Adam."

"I said Leave." I yelled at her and she got up and left without saying another word.
My whole world crashed before my eyes. What do I do? Where do I go from here. Will Mary ever forgive me? There was no lie that will cover this up. She saw us, she saw me naked and dripping of another woman's juices.
I got off the floor and ran to the bathroom to wash. I got dressed and ran out of the house. As I drove out I kept dialing her number. She was not picking. I wanted to call Lily but I was scared. I drove like a mad man being chased by the dark lights of death. I got to Mary's family compound and I saw her mother was just about leaving the house. The smile on her face when she saw me gave me courage. So I walked up to her, after we exchanged pleasantries, she asked if I came to see Mary. I said yes and she told me Lily drove her to my house to pick up the box containing her wedding gown and the rest of items she needed for the wedding and asked if I didn't go to work, I told her I didn't because I was still not feeling well. And that I left the house early to see the doctor and decided to stop by to see Mary. I told her I will hurry and catch up with Mary.
Now, that was not a good thing, where was Mary? Was she alright? I summoned  courage and called Lily, she picked up and rained all manners of insults on me then she finally told me Mary does not want to see me. This was on Tuesday, my wedding was on Saturday. What do I do? I sent series of text messages to Mary, begging, pleading. But she didn't reply, my world was crashing right before my eyes. I got a text from Mary and in that text, she reminded me she warned me that she wouldn't marry me if I ever cheated on her again. I kept sending her messages and begging.  I really didn't want to loose the best thing in my life. I must have driven round all the streets in my neighborhood for hours, I had no sense of direction. I went to Mary's place again but this time, no one was home, not even her mother. I went back to my home and paced about the house. Drowning myself in tots upon tots of brandy hoping it will knock me out. But funny enough, it didn't help. I couldn't even get drunk infact the more I drank, the sober I became. It was like heaven wanted me to face my reality. It was a punishment I deserved. I didn't want to go to Mary's house anymore because I was sure that, by this time, she would have told her family and everyone would be waiting to kill me. I can't even imagine what my own mother would do to me when she gets to hear the hell I have sunk into. I called Mary's line again and this time, it was switched off. Lily wouldn't pick her phone when I called her too. I didn't know where to find Lily, she had moved from the house I knew to a new place and I was yet to visit her there with Mary. The day went by miserably and I resumed my search for Mary the following day, all to no avail. I couldn't even pick Jake at the airport when he arrived. I thought of running away but where to? I thought of calling Trish and accepting her offer to leave the county with her. There was no way I would stay here and face Mary and her family, not to talk of my family. Dare I mention my office when the rumors starts to spread that I was caught butt naked fucking my boss by my own fiancée. But if I leave, what about my unborn child? What about Mary? Just then my phone rang and brought me out of the deep thoughts, I grabbed the phone in anticipation that it could be Mary or atleast Lily without even looking at the caller ID.

"Hello Adam?"
It was Trish's voice. I sighed in disappointment.

"Hi Trish."

"Hmmm, I have a feeling you are not happy to hear from me. Anyways, I wanted to check on you since you didn't show up at work today?"

"How can you talk about work in a time like this? I don't know where my Fiancée is, don't talk to me about work."

"Oh! That issue hasn't still been sorted? How sad! Can we meet? Let's talk. We can strategize a damage control together. I will send you my address or I can send my driver to pick you up."

I thought about it for a while, it struck me that Trish was really trying to help. This was her first time of inviting me to her house. I guess she really wanted to help me. She must really care about me. She's not a bad person at all.

"No, don't send the driver, just send me your address, I will find my way there today. I have no more time on my hands. Today is Wednesday already."

She agreed and then she hung up after we concluded. Few seconds later her text came in and I made a turn and headed for Trish. I called Jake and on phone, I explained everything to Jake. He was pretty supportive. Although he tried to talk me out of going to see Trish. He said it was a bad idea to go see Trish because she was the cause of the whole mess. He insisted that there was no help she could render other than try to lure me and keep me from getting married and for herself. Jake's wild idea made me laugh, it was the first time I smiled since the incident. I told him he was crazy. I knew Trish had feelings for me, it was mutual. But it was nothing like what I had for Mary, not even close. I followed Trish's direction and by the time I got to the address she sent me, it was already evening. All through the long drive, I still called Mary and Lily but there was no response. I got to Trish's house and the gate opened itself immediately I honked. I guess the security was controlling it with a remote. I drove in and couldn't resist looking around. It was like being in Paradise, a very beautiful and sophisticated mansion. My phone rang and I picked up.

"Welcome Adam, just walk in through the front door. My domestic staffs are busy now. Just come in."

It felt like those things you see in a thriller movie. I had mixed feelings about the whole thing and I thought of just leaving but I just went with it. I walked to the door, opened it and walked in. I saw Trish standing few steps away from the door. She was wearing a white house coat and high heels. I don't know what she was wearing underneath the coat even though a part of me was curious but I tried to block it out. I wanted to go straight to why I was there.

"So Trish, I'm here now. Let's get cracking. How do you intend to help me? My wedding is supposed to be three days away."

"Oh relax Adam. What's the rush. Sit down young man. I really wanted us to talk. Quick question, are you telling me that there is no other woman out there for you?"

"Trish, I thought we have passed that stage. Common! I'm supposed to be getting married in three days and you are talking about another woman? What other woman?"

"Me! Adam, Me! Trish Bell. The CEO of BELLON OIL. Can't you see that I love you? Can't you see I will do anything to be with you? Adam, I love you just the way you are. I don't care if you are a sex addict, I don't care if you can't be exclusive. You and I are birds of a feather. We are compatible, we are soul mates. You and I are moon mates. We deserve eachother. I could never judge you. I love the freak side of you because I am a freak myself. Adam, can't you see we are made for eachother? Adam I am a woman that does not want you to change? Would you rather live all your life in pretense?"

Truth be told, Trish made a lot of sense. Being with Mary would mean I will spend the rest of my life hiding my freak side or just giving it up for good. But for how long? What if we get married and I can't stay faithful? Won't Mary leave me when and if she finds out? But what was I thinking? Why was I letting Trish get to me? Ofcourse I love Mary and I want to be with her for the rest of my life. But the whole thing was driving me insane, now I'm confused.

"Trish, you make a whole lot of sense but Mary is carrying my child. Now with this, she won't let me work with you again so I'm practically out of a job. My life is practically ruined."

"Your life does not have to be ruined. Let's leave the county together  for a while. You can remain there if you want. I Love you Adam."

Trish got up and took off her house coat, revealing the best lingerie I've ever seen. A combination of pink and black bra. Her panties was not the normal gstring. It was more like a mini skirt pantie. She looked so sexy and for a moment I couldn't think of anything else but ravishing her.
'Snap out of it Adam' a tiny voice in my head said. And I quickly shook my head and decided to leave. I needed to go and look for Mary. I got up and picked my car key.

"I have to go Trish. I don't have time for this nonsense."

"Common Adam, okay just wait, have a drink with me let's talk. You need to be prepared, if you get married...."

"What do you mean if? Trish what the hell are you talking about? Are you saying...."

"Okay fine! Sorry about that. When you get married, you won't have to work with me anymore. But I can help by getting you a job in another big oil company. Anyone you want. I have all the connections. Just one phone call and it's done."

Now that was the best thing Trish had said since I got there. I sighed in a bit of relief. I sat back down while she walked to the bar to fetch a drink for us. I needed to go to Mary prepared. I wanted to go to her without any baggage or attachment  to Trish. I'm sure Mary will be relieved to know I gave up my job so I can be with her in peace. I will nolonger have anything to do with Trish nor her Company. Trish returned with two glasses. She sat next to me and we sipped  and began talking about other companies I could work with.

"Adam, are sure you won't regret giving up on me?"

"For god's sake Trish don't bring that up again. Mary is the only woman for me and I'm gonna marry her. I don't want to..........."

 I don't know what happened to me, but I tried to open my eyes and I noticed the room was dark. I tried to get up but I felt my hands were handcuffed above my head to the bed. I was in pain. I panicked, I was confused, what was happening to me? "Mary!!" I called out, screaming my lungs out but there was no answer. What was I doing here? Where was I? What did I do to deserve this? Last time I checked, my bed wasn't made of iron so cuffing me to the bed wouldn't be possible so it was obvious I wasn't in my house. I became scared. The darkness in the room was scary. "Hello, can anybody hear me? What do you want from me?" I yelled out again. But there was no responds. I knew I was butt naked, I was almost freezing from the AC.  My wrists were cuffed far too tightly, more than was necessary anyway for whatever reason. They were numb with pain. I tried to move my legs but realized my legs were also cuffed at the ankles, very tightly too. I moaned in pain and frustration.
I started to doze again but then the door clicked open and someone came in and turned on the lights. I was relieved when I saw the lights. Lo and behold it was Trish, dressed in her typical, sexy lingerie. I drank in her beauty and instantly became hard, not relaxing anymore. I was mad at myself for having an erection while in this kind of pain. I winced with regret at my addiction to sex, and what it had gotten me into. Angrily i thrashed at my restraints, wanting to confront her over her cruelty. I reflected with disgust at myself, that i could never keep up this defense of myself in her presence. Her smug, arrogant smiles and words, along with her slutty lingerie, riled me but her touch and teasing body, scent, kisses and smoke disarmed me every time. I would start of angry and end up like this, hard cock, shackled and broken. She neared and teasingly put her ass over my raging hard on.

"So close, yet so far." She leaned down and whispered sexily into my ear. "After all the good time we had, you want to walk away and just go get married to Mary?".

I grunted with frustration as she smirked at my predicament. She could do anything to me and she loved the power. I wasn't so sure that i loved it too. My mind was not there, I needed to go find Mary. I don't even know how long I've been here. My wedding was few days away and I don't know where my bride was. How could Trish do this to me? What was fascinating about the whole nonsense. What has my sex addiction gotten me into?
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"Slave, i have a proposal, actually, no an order." She stood powerfully over me. Her smouldering body mesmerizing me.

"Trish, please, I need to find Mary. I beg you in the name of whatever you hold sacred."

"Hahaha!! You are still on that? I see the hours of sleep hasn't cleared your head yeah?"

"Hours of sleep? How long have I been here?"

"Only a few hours. It's midnight already."

"What? Are you saying it's Thursday? Trish how could you? I thought you had true feelings for me? Why are you trying to ruin me?"

"Yes I have real feelings for you that's why I'm keeping you from making the biggest mistake of your life Adam. Mary is a mistake. She does not know you like I do. FYI, I'm not ruining you Adam. I'm giving you the opportunity to live your life and be with a woman you deserve."

"You are such a Bitch Trish. I shouldn't have trusted you."

"Adam, you will thank me later. Trust me, I've once been with a man who didn't let me be who I really am. It is very frustrating being married to a person who is the exact opposite of who you are. You will live all your like in the closet and you will be sneaking around. You will be turned into a hypocrite because you can't express yourself for fear of being judged. A lot of men out there are freaks on the inside but they have to pretend for the sake of their wives. You can never change Adam. Their wives don't know they like to spank or they like threesome, their wives don't know a lot about them. Bottom line is, they get married, but they must cheat, they must still live their freak side when they leave the louse, but at home, they are saints' even their sex is holy. Your future with Mary is doomed already. Because the day she finds out that you are still the same, she will leave you. Can't you see? What is wrong with you? Wise men don't learn from their mistakes, they learn from the mistake of other people and avoid making same. Common man, use your head."

What was Trish talking about? What did she know about being married to the opposite of who you are? She sounded so deep and convincing like someone who knew exactly what she was talking about. How did she know I would never change? I became very confused. But I struggled in rage so she would let me go. Although, there will be no use.


"Well, when I get to that bridge I will cross it Trish. Please let me go."

"I could make you do all sorts of vile things if they were my orders couldn't I? Its so tempting to abuse my power over you, it makes me so horny knowing i control you and own you right now. It makes my pussy wet knowing that anything i want from you, i can get. When I asked you to let me go few days ago in your house, did you? Well, pay back is a bitch baby. If you had let me go, we won't be having this issue right now."

As she spoke she leaned in closer to me until she was on top of me with my throbbing cock between her legs, her boobs against my chest and her lips viciously kissing mine. She dug in her nails and moaned with pleasure, power drunk and turned on. She pulled out of the steamy embrace and produced a spiked chastity belt. She then walked out and came back with a bowl of ice cubs that she flung hard at my cock, causing me immense pain. As i screamed in agony she got on the bed next to me and mockingly started to masturbate to my pain, using a slick dildo to get off. She moaned as she fucked her clit furiously, gazing at me the whole time. She snarled with pleasure and squirted all over my pillow, laughing silkily at me as she did so. She cleaned off the dildo in my mouth, laughing mockingly the entire time. Then she pulled the ice off my shrunken, battered cock and balls and clipped on the spiked chastity belt. I gazed at it in pure horror. Trish grinned wickedly at it and then laughed cruelly at my face that had terror written all over it.

"Okay, what do you want Trish? You think life is all about sex? Okay go ahead, fuck me! Let's get this over and done with."

I yelled. At her and she became very calm.  Suddenly she acted perfectly normally. No teasing or attempts to torment me, although her scorching looks did that whether she tried or not.

"Adam, how can you say that? Is that all you think I want from you? Nothing but fuck? I love you Adam. It's not all about the sex. All this was just role play, I just wanted to get your mind off things. I thought you will like it. We've always wanted to do this. Although our plan was to tie me up. You have really hurt me with your words. You know what? Just go. You win. Go after your little wifey."

She got up from the bed and and went to the dressing table and got the cuff's keys. When she turned around, I saw her face full of tears. I've never seen her like that. She walked back to the bed, knelt inbetween my legs and uncuffed my right ankle, releasing my right leg. She was trying to cover her face with her long hair. I was broken and I felt really bad. As soon as she uncuffed my left leg, I lifted my both legs and wrapped them around her and pulled her on to me. She wasn't expecting it so she lost her balance and fell on top of me.

"I'm sorry Trish. I didn't mean it that way."
I said to her in a soft tone. She looked me in the eye. Her eyes were teary and she flushed with embarrassment. Then she leaned forth and kissed me. After a few seconds of passionate kissing, she pulled away and knelt across my face. I did not need an invitation. I knew what she wanted, and I wanted it too. I could almost smell her from a few inches away. I shuffled my head up and pushed my face into her bare crotch. I stuck my tongue out, and worked it up and down her slit above me, I could hear her moan softly. My fists clenched, muscles tensing against the cuffs as I wished I was free, how I wanted to reach around and grab her ass, giving the cheeks a firm squeeze. Her sweet taste flooded my senses, and I closed my eyes as I enjoyed her. Above me, she let out a long, deep moan. She stuck her pelvis down lower, trying to push down deeper to me. She made a sound like a purr. I felt she was about to cum. She began rocking on my face, wining her waist and fucking all over my face as she came.  Then she got off my face and stroked my cock a few times to get it harder and it jumped up immediately. She bent over and aimed her moist glistening pussy lips towards the head of my cock. I waiting for her hole to engulf me. Since my hands were still handcuffed I could only wait. She was teasing me getting closer and closer. Finally her pussy reached my cock head and they exchanged a brief rub. She kept lowering herself onto me. Her pussy felt so amazing as usual. It was sliding so easily. I let out a gasp and her pussy swallowed my cock. She started chanting moans of pleasure as my cock went in and out of her. With each thrust she got louder until she was screaming. I felt a churning in my balls. I told her I was about to cum but this only made her fuck me harder and faster. I couldn't hold it anymore. I let my seed spew into her. Load after load shot deep inside her. She screamed in pleasure. It felt really good. She, fell off me and laid beside me. She unlocked the handcuffs. She gave me a kiss on the cheek.

"I know that there is a tiny part of you that feels something for me. And I hope that it leads you to me. You can go now Adam. I have a new set of clothes for you in the wardrobe. Get cleaned up and go find your Mary. You may not believe this but I hope she takes you back. I really want you to be happy. I will never forget you. I Love you. Your phone and car keys are where you sat yesterday."

She planted a light kiss on my lip and left the room. I was dumbfounded. I didn't know what to say. I quickly rushed to clean up and put on the new pair of pants and shirt. Thank God it was longsleeves. It covered the bruises on my wrists from the cuffs. I managed to find my way to the staircase, I almost got lost a few times because it was a large mansion and I realized I was in the penthouse. Getting to the living room I found my phone and car keys. I checked my phone, I had many missed calls from Jake, my mother, Mary's Mother and even Lily. The one I was most interested in was Lily. I dialed her number immediately but She didn't pick. Damn! I called my mother who screamed madly at me over the phone for going incomuniccado. I lied to her that I had an accident and I got arrested by the police. I told her I spent the night in a cell and my Lawyer just bailed me. I told her I was only allowed one phone call so I called the lawyer. She asked me why I wasn't at Mary's side in the hospital. I told her I did not know and she gave me the hospital address. It was the same hospital we always go to. Why didn't I think of that? I hung up and called Jake, I told him to meet me up at the hospital. I got there in no time but decided to wait in the parking lot for Jake. I was scared of going in there alone.

"Ol'boy, where the fuck have you been? I was scared you've been killed."
Jake said when he got to me. I narrated everything to him. And he was stunned.

"Damn! I don't believe it. How could you get an erection after all that? You are such a dog. I swear if it was me, nothing for Trish."

"Shut up fool. I called you here to help me go talk to Mary. But first' we need to see the doctor."

We got hold of the doctor and he took us to the office and gave me the worst news of my life. Mary had a miscarriage. She lost my baby. I was heart broken. I broke down and cried. I asked the doctor if I could see Mary, he said it was okay. That she was to be discharged that day. Jake and I went to her ward. Lily was there with her. I quickly went on my knees. Immediately Mary saw me, she broke down and cried.

"Adam, we've lost our baby." Mary sobbed.

It was such an emotional scene. I cried bitterly. Even Jake and Lily were moved.

"Forgive me Mary. It didn't mean to......." I began to plead but Lily quickly interrupted me.

"You didn't mean to what Adam? You didn't mean to yeah? I bet you you happened to slip and fall into your boss?" she hissed loudly and made to walk out of the room.

"Lily where are you going?" Mary called out.

"I'm going outside before Adam slips on a banana pill and gets me pregnant. I can't stand this."
She hissed again and walks out.

"Who is he?" Mary asks, looking at Jake.

"Hi I'm Jake, his bestfriend and best man. The same one that has spoken to you on the phone severally. So sorry we are meeting under this condition. I'm so sorry about the baby. I've heard a lot about you Mary. I know this is hard, I can't tell you what to do. But whatever you decide, I want to tell you that Adam loves you very much. I am sorry about what happened but trust me, it will Never happen again, I can assure you."

Mary nodded and feigned a smile. Jake excuses us and joins Lily outside the room.

"Forgive me Mary. I'm so sorry, it is all my fault. I promise you, nothing like this will ever happen again. I will spend the rest of my life making up for this mistake. Forgive me Mary. Please I beg you. Let me make it up to you. I swear I will be the best husband and we will have many kids."

Mary asked me to get up and sit on the chair next to the bed. I quickly did. She also sat up on the bed.

"Adam, I love you. Forgiving you is not difficult. But you must tell me all I need to know about your affair with Miss Trish Bell. How long have you been making a fool of me?

As difficult as it was, there was no need for lies. I told Mary everything in tears, and she was in shock. She starred at me with disgust. She couldn't believe these things happened right under her nose. She was shocked. I went on my knees again and held her legs. I swore it would never happen again. I begged her not to give up on me. I knew I had messed up and I was heart broken too. I needed Mary to forgive me. I assured her it was all over. She asked lots of questions and I answered truthfully. I told her I was ready to resign from BELLON OIL COMPANY. I made my please and when I finished talking, Mary only gave me a cold stare. She didn't say anything. I didn't know what to think. Her cold and mysterious demeanor had me on edge.  Can she forgive me... will she... or even should she? I hoped she she will.

"Adam, I forgive you."

Mary said in a very low tone. I was stunned. I was sure I didn't hear what she said well enough.

"Excuse me?"

I replied. Trying to be sure I heard her correctly.

"Adam, please take me home. I have a wedding to plan for. It's just a day away."

I didn't know what to make of this. I felt it was too easy. I didn't feel comfortable. I would have felt more better if Mary had gotten really angry and flipped. I would have preferred she shot me with a short gun. But for her to forgive me? Something didn't feel right. Again, I couldn't read her. But I managed to hide my skepticism. Jake rode with Lily and I rode with Mary. In the car, I kept pleading, I begged for her forgiveness. I had confessed everything except the Club in UK and the event of the last 24hours. I couldn't tell her that while she was in the hospital for the loss of our pregnancy, I was with Trish. There was no way she would forgive me then, it felt disheartening. Mary told me we will need to see a counselor and that it will take a while for her to be able to sleep with me again. I asked her if she wanted us to postpone the wedding, but she she said no, after I agreed to all her conditions. Something didn't feel right, but I was glad Mary didn't tell anyone what happened between us, except for Lily of course. Lily and Mary shared everything except for a man. Mary's mother was glad to see us back, she was actually on her way to the hospital. She asked where I have been and I told her I accidentally brushed a policeman who jumped in front of my car in a bid to stop me. And his colleagues locked me up and ceased my phone. Mary's mother cursed at the policemen and Jake gave me a funny look. Mary and I managed to sweep things under the carpet and kept preparing for our wedding. Mary seemed very calm and it made me love her even more. She hugged me tightly and said she would pray for me and that she knew what she was getting into when she fell in love with the campus womanizer. She also said she was impressed it was just one woman and that it wasn't the old me from campus, that it meant there were changes. She said something about no one being perfect and something about God putting a squared peg in a round hole, (whatever she meant by that). All I did was agree to whatever she said. I was happy with her calmness, I Love Mary to death and I knew she is perfect for me. I went back home and brought back all the stuffs she needed for the wedding. The wedding planner made sure everything went well and according to plan. I was always on Mary's tail, I dotted over her and said yes to everything she said. Everyone except Jake and Lily admired my love for Mary. No one knew I was only a guilty damn dog trying to make amends. I just wanted everything to go as planned.

The D-day was finally here and I was so excited about it. I didn't want to go to church late. Jake teased me that I was acting like a little boy in love. On our way to church, I got a text from Trish.

"You have an interview with Mobil Oil. I will send you the details soon. Goodluck."

"Thanks Trish. I'm on my to my wedding. Thanks for everything. I hope you find happiness."

"I can't believe you are going ahead with that doom. I will miss you. I'm leaving for America tonight. Can't stand this whole shit. It hurts. Goodbye Adam."

I felt bad, I was torn between these two women. Both unique in their own ways. But I Love Mary more than any other thing in life. She is the woman I have chosen to be with.
Now at the church, its been two hours, and Mary is not here.

"Bro, what's going on? Do you think Mary will come? It will be unlike Mary for her not to be here. I know Mary, if she wasn't coming, she would have told me off long ago. Do you think she didn't forgive me?"

I whispered to Jake who was standing by my side. He looked confused, he is sweating just like I am. Mary promised she would be here and that girl does not lie. Mary loves me and won't do this to me.

"Take a look man, her family is not here. What does that tell you? This is so embarrassing."

"Jake whispered back to me. And that made me even more uneasy. My poor mother was smiling and going around greeting people. I couldn't take the suspense anymore so I went outside the church to call Mary, her phone was switched off and so was Lily's. My mum came out of the church to join me.

Adam, is everything okay? Why is our wife not here yet? Have you spoken to her today at all?"

"We were on phone all night till about 4am. I'm sure she's on her way Mama."

"Yes Son, I'm sure she's on her way. Maybe it's traffic. Her number is not going but her mother's phone is ringing and she's not picking. I think they are close. Just be calm son. Go back into the church and be patient."

I went back into the church, embarrassment was written all over me, people kept starring at eachother and talking with their eyes. The Pastor kept looking at his watch, it was becoming what Trish called it, 'dooms day'. I was sweating like a man in the hottest part of hell. I got tired of waiting. I walked out of the church and Jake ran after me.

"Adam where are you going?" Jake called out.

"I'm going to look for my wife Jake. I can't take this suspense anymore. If Mary has decided to hurt me then let her look me in the eye and say so."

Jake took the car keys from me and decided to drive me. So off we went to Mary's house. I don't know when I took off the suit I was wearing, hell! I didn't even know where my tie was. I took off my shoes as well. I was loosing it.

"Adam, you are loosing it. Calm down bro. I just hope was don't miss her. Because she may be on her way to the church while we are going to her house."

"Jake you don't get it. Why is her phone off? Why is her mother not picking? Even Lily's phone is not going through."

Jake kept talking and trying to calm me down but I couldn't hear him anymore, my mind was blank. We got to Mary's compound and I saw her mother sitting outside with Mary's uncles as if she was just relaxing and today was not even important. I greeted her and she nodded without saying a word. She lifted the tray in front of her and brought out an envelope from under it and handed it over to me. I was scarred of collecting the envelope, I froze. Jake stretched out his hand and took the envelope from her. He opened it and handed it over to me.

"Adam, I'm sorry I can't do this. I can't make this mistake. Don't consider my not showing up in church as pay back. I just couldn't. I realized people don't change over night. The miscarriage was a sign that we shouldn't be together. I've told my family everything and they support my decision. I've relocated, so you won't find me. I've not stopped loving you Adam, but sometimes, Love isn't just enough. I wish you well and I hope you find happiness. I pray I heal this broken heart of mine. Take care of yourself. Goodbye Adam."

I almost passed out, but Jake held me and took me to the car. He also called my mum and told her to tell the guests to go home. I couldn't believe what was happening to me, I may have seen this coming but I was in denial.
'Mary, My Love, how could you do this? Why Mary? Why? I pray you can find it in your heart to forgive me. No matter where you are, Forgive me Mary. Please.'
My head hurts. I'm confused. What do I do? Where do I go from here? Where is my phone, I have to call Trish...

                   The End.©